A Cheek Kiss Dream

Last night, I got a new precious memory, and, as it sometimes happens, I got it while I was sleeping.

NOTE: this page is nothing but an awkward and quick attempt to capture the feeling.

There was a girl, but fortunately it didn't feel even remotely sexual at any time, so she might as well be called just "a human being".

The whole memory is just a few minutes long. We were riding in some kind of vehicle, the road did not feel very smooth, but we didn't notice, as we felt very close to each other. In a synergy of pure love and somewhat rational direction of my dream-flicks, we suddenly hugged each other, and united in a dramatic cheek kiss. Right as this was happenning, we entered a brief moment of weghlessness, as if there was a steep slope in the road. The moment, naturally, lasted for eternity.

Next thing I know, I'm alone and I'm looking for her. I realize, I won't find her anywhere, I'm almost ready to give in to the onsetting feelings of futile longing and inevitable separation. Yet the memory of our hug is still there, both in my mind and in my heart. Subconsciously, I realize there's no difference between being in a reality and keeping it in your heart. A warm, soothing feeling comes over me.

The dream is obviously a sum of many things, which I am too lazy to analyze here.

The only thing worth noting, perhaps, is that prior to going to sleep that night, I read a couple of pages from the book of Proverbs and asked Him to "educate" me about the concept of "fear of God", specifically asking not to instill it in me.

-- Main.AndrewPantyukhin - 02 Mar 2008